I Collected My Thoughts and Put Them Here. | eyesofatragedy's Blog

As I was deciding to write just moments ago, I wondered: blog or story? I swiftly pondered on the distinction. It's not a heavy epiphany, but I concluded simply that a blog is more informal; a diary, if you will. No exact topic. Though I often find myself digressing even in stories, I typically amend the story to flow more appropriately. With a blog such as this, I allow myself more freedom with stream-of-consciousness. It's more therapeutic, raw, honest.
Speaking of such, what is the contrast between honesty and truth? I believe that honesty is said with sincerity, a clean conscious, and without struggle. The mark of Truth, however, could be missed by even those of the most genuine, innocent nature. Truth requires otherworldly wisdom. Truth cannot exist by the mouths and souls of those who choose ignorance by ignorance. I imagine that when Truth is coupled with Honesty, a wonderful union is breathed.
With all that in mind, can Truth exist without honesty? Can honesty exist without Truth? One thing can be sure: without God, neither would exist.

Another subject I was reflecting: Why is it that in private textual conversations with another, I seem to be the most inspired and effective in my communication and creativity, when compared to my blogs/stories? There could be many reasons. Perhaps because my soul becomes more enlivened by actual human-to-human interaction -- more potential towards a true conversation. Also, when it is a conversation, it's not exclusively about me and my mind, is it? Not at all. It's less about me than it will ever seem. But if it's about you, it's about me. And if it's about me, it's about you. This fuels the belief that fellowship is necessary, and living exclusively self-minded is a cruel and unnecessary punishment to the self, and most importantly, it distances our awareness of God.

Even as I am writing a blog, this has somehow turned from me spilling out my headspace... to spilling out my headspace, learning, growing, and quite importantly, sharing new ideas that may benefit you, Reader. How awesome is that? And how wonder-full is it to realize that? God has made me aware of the grace, and thus given me more grace by using the grace that He first gave me... Ah, Joseph Prince, you weren't joking!
He is limitless. And He somehow sneaks into my blogs without me planning it. Hahaha! But why wouldn't He? He is my everything, after all...

Have you ever met a thoughtful person? If not, now you have an idea of what the adjective "thought-full" encompasses...

I would have written more, but I shall give into the whispers of my bed. They are growing louder and more tempting each minute.

Farewell to you, Reader. Thank you for entertaining your position as reader.